Evening
Bout 2 months till I enlist so I thought I'd update this 'journal' of mine.
Been rewatching a couple of war movies/series the past few weeks. Getting myself hyped up for the training on October. What training? Mental training. Plan on pushing my limits but as for now, it's like a pre-training period. Started up my diet again, and so far I must say it's going pretty well. There's been a few leaks here and there but hopefully it'll be in full force once October comes. Thought I'd record this, weight as of 1st September is 92.5kg.
To be perfectly honest, I do want a nice body. The diet and training all I've gone through has been challenging, but for some reason there's not much progress.
Set my mind to go all out when I get enlisted into the army. Plan is to be the fittest among the unfit and hopefully I'll get into OCS. Atleast it'll offer me another option on what I want to do in life.
This doesnt make much sense now so I'll move on to another topic:- Girls.
Yep, the search has been tough. There's a few that I fancy, but knowing myself I'll say that I'm a hopeless romantic. Always waiting for that perfect moment to spring. Hopefully I can act when the time does come. I've found myself getting bitter each day. This has to stop. I don't wanna be that way. That's just not me. What happened to my old self when I'm so carefree. I'm starting to take more precautions in life and I dont really like it. It's probably the change of mentality I had when I started to 'change' back in 2010. Well I've come too far to stop so there's only one way to move - Forward.
It's nice writing in English again, of course my content is all jumbled up and I can only guess that my vocabulary has gone south. along with my grammar.
Well until next time, Bye.
Hawkes, Hakim (Captain - Hopefully)
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