Most of the time, my mind is free. I don't really care much about what will happen and what had happened in my life. I live my life with little regrets. I make mistakes, i forget about it. Live my life everyday without ever looking back. Sadly, there will always be that subconscious part of my brain that will tear me apart from the inside.
Occasionally when this does happen, waves of thoughts will keep smashing agaisnt my brain. The words 'What if's' would surround me like a pack of wolves coming in for the kill. These are the time that makes me really think whether the decisions that i've made are correct, the mistakes i made are forgiven and the lies I've told are forgotten. I was never known to be a bad man. A bad guy. A bad son. But life keeps hurling unexpecting challenges. Most of the time , i'll perform the action with a sincere heart and mind. But those occasional misdeeds and lies are enough to chain me to guilt for the rest of my life.
I've wrote this piece partly because I need to practise my english which is on a decline, and partly because once in a while, a big bloke like me have to release the emotions that were never released on their due dates. To all who i've sinned, Forgive Me. To all who i've hurt, I'm sorry. And to all the unknowing people who I've mocked, I didn't mean it.
Stay Sharp Singapore,
Dam them gym ratties.
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