Hi. It's been a bloody long time since I've posted here. Well I don't really upkeep the blog anymore, I thought it was nice to log in once in a while and post some stuff here. Just like a diary. An E-Diary.
How's life. It's still, dull and boring. Nothing much is going on at the current moment. People been asking me why am I still single and that I should go look for someone.
I am looking for someone, just not actively. I've been looking around, but part of me want that fairtytale kind of stuff. I've always wanted to have one and only one girlfriend, but I blew that chance and here I am wondering what happened.
Of course I know what happened. Looking back, I would slap myself a million time. I was just an idiot back then, ah well. That's life. Past experience mould us into who we are today.
I guess it's kinda sucky not to have someone to care about. It's nice having to wake up and thinking of a person who you care about. Me? I just stare into blank space and wonder what life is going to be like for the day.
I don't really make sense now but I guess I'm just glad I still have a source to let this things out. No one ever reads this so it shall be a past memory the last time I'll read it.
Hi future me, have you find someone yet? If not you suck. Really.
We all gotta grow up someday, hopefully I will soon.
+ comment (0)