Hi. It's been awhile.
ITP is over. The most awesome experience that I've got working. The first one sucked.
A little bummed out that I have to start doing my FYP now. I hate it. I hate all the planning.
I just want to start coding out my stuff. Even that is a problem for me. It's been a long time since I've touched Dreamweaver. Slowly, but surely I'll get my touches back. All about time.
How are you world. Life has been the same for me. I need a new challenge. A new view of life. I want to travel around the world. Hopefully I'll be doing that in the near future. I never liked Singapore that much, with all these foreigners coming in, we'll slowly die out. True Singaporeans.
First time in my life I feel so old. Going to serve my National Service next year. Soon I'll start work and following that , starting a family. Life really start to speed up once you hit the poly life phase. This sucks. Can't really do anything about it though. That's how life was made to be. Make you regret all those stuff that you didn't or did. I try to live a life without much regrets. That's how I 'roll'. There is those few mistakes, dumb mistakes, that I wished never happened but what can I do about it. Nothing. Just move on.
This is one random post. Just typing random stuff out. About to go to sleep. Hopefully one day when I lose sight of what I wanna do in life, I'll stumble upon this post again. Refresh my memory. Life is full of unexpected things. Like this blog post.
Bye for now.
Stay safe Singapore.
Dam them gym ratties.
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I know that no one every read this blog so I'll suppose I'll just keep it as a diary.
How's life? So far good. ITP is a blast at the moment and hoping it will stay this way till august.
Why am I writing again here? My english has been suffering. I've began to stutter like mad. This is bad, especially when you are working in an office with 2 british guys and an american. Have to stop making malays look stupid.
You know, my interest in learning French resurfaced. Why? BECAUSE IT'S THE SEXIEST LANGUAGE ON THE PLANET. I like it how suave they pronounce the words. Eargasm, quoted from KHUZAIMAH. hahahah .
Anyways that is all for now. Hope no one ever reads this.
This blog will be my memory log. I have a bad memory. There.
Stay safe.
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I'll admit it. Guys are never the ones who break down easily. Instead of crying, we change the medium. We write songs, write poems and that kind of shit.
I'm always the guy who absorbs the anger whenever there's an argument. I know my bad side, my rage. I always tell myself, I can't risk losing my temper. It's too ugly for other people to see. So instead of focusing my energy to fight back, I just hold it back.
I can't remember when was the last time I cried before this night. I held back tears from that shit MRT station to city hall. Hell I even joke to myself and felt a little better. But the long train back forced me to reflect on myself. I swear, that was the longest train ride in my life.
I can't even think straight while writing this blog so I shall stop here. Defenses broke down completely when I was in the shower.
A tear broke free. damn sial :s
On a lighter note, HP7 was awesome. Some interesting scenes that i likey very much
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I have to slim down. It's a do or die kind of scenario. Going for my nafa next year and I don't intend to fail again. Last time I did passed it was during sec 1. Bronze. Epic fail.
On a lighter note, i've started cardio sessions. Regretted not starting sooner, but who cares. Live and learn.
Stay calm and keep living, That's my new quote I suppose.
Stay sharp Singapore,
Dam them gym ratties
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I've been feeling different these past few days. Let's just say that I'm in a different light now.
Not used to this feeling. I'm never good at taking pressure. I instantly blow up. I don't like this
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Most of the time, my mind is free. I don't really care much about what will happen and what had happened in my life. I live my life with little regrets. I make mistakes, i forget about it. Live my life everyday without ever looking back. Sadly, there will always be that subconscious part of my brain that will tear me apart from the inside.
Occasionally when this does happen, waves of thoughts will keep smashing agaisnt my brain. The words 'What if's' would surround me like a pack of wolves coming in for the kill. These are the time that makes me really think whether the decisions that i've made are correct, the mistakes i made are forgiven and the lies I've told are forgotten. I was never known to be a bad man. A bad guy. A bad son. But life keeps hurling unexpecting challenges. Most of the time , i'll perform the action with a sincere heart and mind. But those occasional misdeeds and lies are enough to chain me to guilt for the rest of my life.
I've wrote this piece partly because I need to practise my english which is on a decline, and partly because once in a while, a big bloke like me have to release the emotions that were never released on their due dates. To all who i've sinned, Forgive Me. To all who i've hurt, I'm sorry. And to all the unknowing people who I've mocked, I didn't mean it.
Stay Sharp Singapore,
Dam them gym ratties.
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WAZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
It's been awhile since i've last posted. Not that it matter cause no one reads this hahahahaha.
Well fasting month is coming to an end soon, bloody hell gonna meet zee relatives soon. Dunno what to say and do. Doh.
Gotta start running. Nafa test next year and i'm gonna fail. pathetic.
Gotta start doing my school work, been slacking for too long now. Jusst gotta find the motivation again after losing all my schoolwork due to my harddisk getting replaced. Doh
Stay sharp singapore
dam them gym ratties
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